Sleeping Beauty

Crumpled hair and lovely lips
A beauty queen
In bliss she sleeps

There is a faint smile on her face
Perhaps a happy dream
I watch her spellbound
Her peace is my strength

She feels like a child and I her mother
Her eyes are closed but I know
She is waiting for me
To wake her
To hold her
And say “ good morning girl”

24th Feb 2009, Krakow,Poland

23 feb 2009 , lodz , poland

I am thoroughly enjoying my stay in The Grand Hotel in Lodz.
My meeting was at 10 am and I was back in the hotel by 12 Noon.
But looking at the snow outside and the drizzle i decided that staying Indoors was indeed
the best option.
Let me tell you some thing more about this hotel.
The Grand Hotel is about 120 Years old .Built in 1888 its interiors and architecture
is very old.Most of the hotel is quite desolate and its actually quite creepy if you are alone.
The passegways to the rooms are very long and with very dull light chandeliers.
You would acrually think twice about staying hear alone .
But alas I had no options .Even my room had a 3 bulb chandelier.
Now two bulbs were ok but the third one wac constanty flickering.
I noticed it quite late.Initially I saw some thing moving on the wall.
First it were some shadows as the light changed and would incite some images.
Soon I was flooded with all the previous experiences and very soon
I was convinced there was something in the room .
Who knows if this place was a prison during the world war , or maybe a place for execution , or a large cemetery .Poland as it is has a lot of history of bloodshed during the second world war.Since I have been travelling alone since a while now staying
All by my self is ok with me.I thought it would be a good time to see a horror movie.
So I saw “1920 “ and by the time it was over .I was chanting hanuman chalisa.
By the end of it!
In the evening I decided to go and grab some dinner and beer for myself.
So I packed up from head to toe . boy it took me atleast 10 minutes.
I had a set of thermals then my sweaters, mufflers,gloves,cap and umbrella for the
Snow.It took me a while to find a takeaway but I did stumble across a Turkish sandwich shop .Its sandwich turned out to be surprisingly delicious.
I also located a beer shop finally.But the lady at the counter couldn’t understand
A world of English.Fortunately another shopper standing next to me knew English
And translated for me and recommended a strong polish beer.
So I was off with all the stuff ready to party in the room all alone in grand hotel !!
I had to leave for Krakow the next morning by train.

alas

i was sad ......" you never live to your committments " said she

but i knew it was not true ......alas all i knew ....was that the truth was so far from me.....

and yet i loved her too.....

" you are unreliable" said she

yes darling ......after all i am human too....

but yet i love you......

" i hope we never meet again" said she

i hoped the same dear....

but only out of fear...

as i couldnt face you again and hide my love from you

" we could have been together" said she

i hoped that my destiny was that too

but i guess everything is written.....and i couldnt do a thing " it could have been happily ever after"

it could have been so many things dear....

but the things are ...the way they are....

if only we had the courage to change them for the better

22nd Feb 2009, Lodz, Poland

Voila , I have had a most amazing day in Poland.
I arrived in Poland with some preconceived notions about it being a Cold and Barren Place
and being an Ex communist regime I had my share of doubts regarding safety and
especially if i will be able to manage without english.
Well the first view I had from top of the sky when the flight was about to land was a vast sea
of white snow...initially I couldnt believe what I was seeing was indeed real.
There was snow for as much as I could see and in between the white snow I
could make out a few houses, roads were not visible at all.
The Airport is very regular , no fanfare nothing fancy...
I had a pickup from a company so transport was taken care of
The pilot had announced that the temp is -14 deg c and my shivers
had begun from there itself.
The drive from Warsaw to Lodz was about 2 Hrs .
Initially i passed a suburb of Warsaw but after that
there were vast fields full of nothing but snow and just a few scattered houses.
I can imagine what it must to live in a place so desolate and cold.
Some of the houses didnt even have a proper road leading to the house.
I took many pics on the way .It was actually a sight for the eyes.
We can see greys and blacks and greens in our cities even blue if you go to a beach.
But to see so much white is an amazing experience.
I finally arrived at Lodz and found it to be a place full of very old buildings.
Most of the construction is either too old , or bears marks of a lot of deterioration.
My hotel is a very old style with a old building.
You can see the old paintings in the alley and the Red Carpet must be a 100 Years Old.
I checked its history.The Grand Hotel in Lodz was built in 1888 and is located on the main, historical street of the city close to the commercial and cultural centre.
By the time I reached the hotel I was dead tired...
On the verge of collapsing.
So i plugged in the TV and to my delight there was an Indian Movie on it, dubbed in Polish.
It s quite incredible how far and wide Indian movies work!
I mean I am in the middle of Central Europe in a small city and it has an Indian Movie on Cable.
It was " Choker Bali" I actually havent seen it , so I finally saw it in Lodz,Poalnd!!
By the time i took a shower and got ready it was 4 PM.
I couldnt sit in the hotel for the evening so I decided to venture out.
With 4 layers of warmers,sweters,jackets,cap etc etc I headed .
In the lobby window suddenly I was a most beautiful sight.
It was snowing , not hard but enough to make you wet.
So I had to get back and out came my mini umbrella, I am glad I
bought it , indeed now it will come useful.
The area around the hotel had a lot of stores, but being a sunday all
were closed.The side walk was full of snow so walking was not easy.
And ofcourse my cheeks were hurting from the cold now.
It was the only part exposed.
I didnt have a pair of gloves , and in 2 minutes my palms were huting.
So i had to alternate my two hands in holding the umbrella and keep the other one
in the jackets warm packet.The place of alive and there were several people
walking.I had taken directions from the recptionist of a mall nearby and it was about
a 15 minute walk.But with this snow , wind and Snow on the ground it would surely
take double the time.But I had to go anyhow, as it was a lot fun , so i plugged
in my radio which was playing some amazing trance music.
I had to consult my map a couple of times to check if i was going the right way.
Europe has an amazing architecture.All the world war two movies that you may have
seen come alive here.I reached a large square which had an amazing statue of some gentelman.
But there was so much snow around that I had to watch it only from a distance.
I reached the mall and found it to be really alive.
People were least bothered about the weather and I was glad I was there too.
The Mall was great , just as malls are.
I loitered around for a while.First I had to grab a bite so I located the food court
and with not many options had to go for KFC.
At the counter the girl was not very clear with english but a fellow
person helped me .In Poland Very few people speak english i guess.
I finally bought a pair of gloves and a muffler and some groceries .
I didnt see any store near the hotel so I had to drag all this to my room.
The walk back was very difficult as there was even more snow on the side walks and i was
carrying about 5 kg of groceries as well.
Nevertheless I didnt loose my way .
On the way back I saw a guy on a lampost as I looked to see what he is doing.
But it was a statue!!
By the time I was back I was very tired of walking , plus
I had not taken any rest so i crashed in Bed.
Fortunately the Internet was free so I could watch a movie .
Its a long tour ahead and aleardy I have had an eventful time.
I hope tomorrow is even better.

twilight

she sits by the setting sun
her eyes gleaming with a shine
the air is filled with her perfume
setting the tone
for a romantic evening ahead
a sweet tune hums somewhere
making her lost ....
as she blushes with the thoughts
of when he will come.
with every sound she rushes to the door
but comes back with a heavy heart.
the candles on the table are now lit
the room is bathed in a golden glow
the sky looks a dark shade of grey
with each passing moment her anxiety grows
as she stares at the watch ....
an endless wait…..
she is lost in dreams
of a happy land
of promises of red roses
as two arms engulf her
and she opens her eyes in joy!

30th Jan 2009,London

My second day in London and I am loving it to the core.
Today I had to go to Eastleigh,SouthAmpton.
It was about and Hours Journey from Gloucter Road Station near my hotel.
I am very lucky as my hotel was very near to the Station and also it was a very alive place.
Today I dressed to the core and I must say I looked great in my blue suit and red tie!
It is an amazing experience to dressup in the morning and go for work , take the subway,
have cofee on the way, truly spectacular.
My journey to eastleigh was quite pleasant .
The meeting was great as well and I was free by 3PM.
I was at the station and had to take the train at 3.11 for London.
Suddenly I realized that I had to call Mom.
Whilst I was on the call a train rolled in , but i mixed up and thought my train will be the
next one.But when there wasnt another train for a while I realized I had missed my train
right in front of my eyes!
So i had to go to the other platform and got on the next one.
The stations here have some great cofee and sandwich shops and cofee is great on a cold and
windy day especially!!
By now i am very familiar with travelling in trains in London , and feel no problems.
MY evening had to be celebrated after all my meetings were over.
So i decided to party.
After hanging in the net cafe for a while i decided i first needed the booze.
So i collected a few beers and then got some stuff packed from BK.
The place in the evening comes to life.
There were several bars,Restaurnts,stores.But going to these places alone is something
i was not too sure.
My hotel room was quite dull , so i decided to watch the old X files on my computer
Finally my party was on , good beer,fries,chicken sandwiches and my hotel room with X files!
Since tomorrow i had to go to Rams place i could get up whenever i wanted.
All in all it was a great day